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What’s Inside & A Little Tale

The very beginning…

I discuss the very, very beginning of my BDSM journey here. This little tale is a bit about the beginning of my active years in the BDSM lifestyle, which took place about a decade ago.

First, I met up with a traveling dominant man. We talked over the course of several months, but we only met in person once. We met up in a private place. We talked for a bit and listened to music and then he called me to him with his pointer finger. We kissed and necked and kissed some more. Then the BDSM play started…

I stripped and he spanked my big, round ass over and over. And hard. It hurt but I was very excited. Then he grabbed my belt off the bed and started whipping me with it. I remember the pain being so great, I had a thought flash through my mind, “I want to go home”. Immediately following that thought, I decided to stay.

About submitting

This happened a lot throughout my time in the BDSM lifestyle and it’s hard to find the words to explain how or why this worked the way it did. The pain was so great, I wanted to flee, but something always kept me there. It was very much to do with the fact that I wanted to please the dominant I was playing with. This desire to please is something beyond being a “people pleaser”. It’s a deep feeling of wanting to surrender to the desires of another person who I have chosen to gift my submissiveness to, for the moment or longer. I long to give of myself and be challenged in that longing by choosing to do what isn’t easy.

That challenge can be taking pain, working myself to exhaustion with service (cleaning, cooking, etc.), working through jealousy as I have had to in the polyamorous D/s relationships I’ve been involved in and even working through feelings of disgust as some of the sexual acts I’ve done involve things that are difficult for me to take such as being spit on or swallowing pee.

It was hard work challenging myself to take as much as the dominant I was with wanted of me. And as I moved through partners in the time I was involved in the BDSM lifestyle, I found that I had to dig deeper to find the part of me that wanted to go the full distance. I came to realize that I needed more from “the one” to truly want to give of myself in this way. As I moved from one D/s relationship to the next, my partners became more and more right for me, and yet it took more for me to do right by them.

The traveling dominant man gave me my first good bruises with that belting and I captured the memory of them in a picture (included in the slideshow inside)!

Mister

Mister had control over me for three months. I was immersed in his world and I was happy to be on my knees for him. I was challenged by him in every way I listed above. Lucky for me, he had me take daily pictures to send to him which now serve as mementos of that amazing, whirlwind time in my life. Included in this slideshow are pictures I sent to Mister. I discuss my time with him in greater detail on my phone sex and cam site, if you are curious!

My loving friend

I became quite close to an amazing dominant woman who I played with three times. Most memorable was the time she came to my house and used a dragon tale whip on me, among other implements of pain! I set everything up. Food, flowers in my hair in her colors and music she would enjoy beating me to. She took pictures as we went and I include these in the slideshow inside!

Finally, him

I entered into a relationship with a dominant man who I feel the most regret about. I have to swallow my pride a bit to admit that. Things were mostly right with him, but I missed my vanilla ex-boyfriend too much to really give our D/s relationship a chance. Unfortunately for me, my vanilla ex-boyfriend would not have been ok with me remaining in that relationship and being with him at the same time. Alas, such is life. Included are pictures of us at an event (with his identity protected). I am in chains and a collar and absolute bliss!

Again, if you’d like to see the slideshow, you can register here (be sure to choose Kinky content). In addition to access to my thousands of pictures and nearly 100 videos (with new and old content being added every few days), you’ll get access to Naughty Girl Aubrey’s site! If you’d like to play with me on phone sex and cam, visit my other site! Contact me at lustylucycam@gmail.com